I repent of myself: from beginningless time until this very life
Never once ceasing, I have stolen all the treasures of the Buddha
Foolish, deluded, and arrogant, claiming them as my own, reckoning everywhere
Grasping at everything, not knowing that everything is originally the Buddha
How could there be a self? I and mine — seeing profit, forgetting righteousness
Not knowing gratitude and nurture; because of grasping (upādāna), I have never escaped
The deep pit of karmic obstructions: impoverished life after life, suffering birth after birth
I repent of myself: from beginningless time until this very life
Discriminating everything, grasping it as self — the view of self (satkāya-dṛṣṭi) and the conceit of self
My self-love and self-delusion, constantly deliberating (manasikāra), imputed nature (parikalpita-svabhāva)
Grasping seeing as self, grasping hearing as self, grasping smelling as self
Grasping tasting as self, grasping touching as self, grasping consciousness as self
Grasping that I can perform all deeds, grasping that I can discern
all principles of dharmas, grasping that I can accomplish supreme and venerable merit
Only today do I know that in truth I am nothing at all
I repent of myself: from beginningless time until this very life
Grasping my faculties and body, grasping my surrounding world, grasping my supernatural powers
Grasping my virtues and abilities, grasping my becoming a Buddha, grasping my propagating the Dharma
Grasping my delivering sentient beings — only today do I know that in truth I
can do nothing at all. From the past I falsely grasped at the worldly,
and until now I have falsely grasped at the transcendental. With such false grasping,
I deeply perceive that the World-Honored One will not bestow a prediction (vyākaraṇa) upon me
Yet hoping for a prediction, the thieving mind refuses to die — when will I ever ascend
the supreme jeweled seat? From now on, where shall I go, what shall I do?
Thief or person of integrity — I must choose one: wash my heart and change my face,
reform myself and start anew, returning everything that is not mine
Bare and naked, utterly unadorned, moving freely at ease, going forth in nonaction (wu-wei)
2
+1